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9/30/09
LAME.
My browsers mozilla and internet explorer show that there is no connection to the internet or something, but my msn works perfectly. HELP!
Ps. I won't be online facebook or my blog normally for a while.
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Your making me want you.
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9/29/09
Today was nice.
I went on an excellently long jog today, ate totally insanely healthily, and I taught swimming, and swam for a bit. I definitely want to stay nicely in shape. In addition, I cant wait for the weekend, its going to be a blast.
The Day
There's no excitement or passion. There's no gossip or entertainment. I'm tired of complaining, I'm tired of being everything I don't want to be. This is just getting annoying. I'm not one to silently creep from class to class, hang around the library- and try to sleep- but, there's nothing else for me here. At least in november were going to the AGO, and our teacher is letting us gallavant, and have lunch wherever or with whoever wed like. Were going to the rom also, at some point.. And then this saturday- ahhh. the misfits will be fun in november- and my trip will be fun in december- new york new york in april.. Ish.. Prom, montreal, university.. Or something.. Soon, right?
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Third Eye Blind
When we met light was shed
Thoughts free flow you said youve got something
Deep inside of you
A wind chime voice sound sway of your hips round rings true
Echos deep inside of you
These secret garden beams changed my life so it seems
Fall breeze blows outside I dont bring stride
My thoughts are warm and they go deep inside of you
Oh yeah
And I never felt alone
Alright alone alone
Till I met you
Friends say Ive changed
I dont listen cause I live to be
Deep inside of you
Slide of her dress shouts in darkness
Im so alive im
Deep inside of you
You said boy make girl feel good
But still deep inside still
Ive never felt alone
Till I met you
Im alright on my own
Till I met you
And Id know what to do if I just knew whats coming
I would change myself if I could
Id walk with my own people if I could find them
And I would say that Im sorry to you
Im sorry to you but I dont want to call you
But then I want to call you cause I dont want to crush you
But I feel like crushing you and its true
I took for granted you were with me
I breath by your looks and you look right through me
But we were broken and didnt know it
But we were broken and didnt know it
But we were broken and didnt know it
But we were broken and didnt know it
Right oh whats right
Somethings gone you withdraw and Im not strong like before I was
Deep inside of you
I can go nowhere I burn candles and stare at a ghost
Deep inside of you
And some great need in me starts to bled
Ive lost my self theres nothing left its all gone
Deep inside of you
Deep inside of you
9/28/09
McGill?
Definitely considering. I don't know what I want to go in for yet. History? English? I don't know. I give up. I just want to be the hell out of here.
Fear is only in our minds
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9/27/09
Mmm, Yes
September 27, 2009
Tarot reading for Jennifer:
Love: The Devil
Touchstone: The Judgement
Career: The Moon
If you're feeling like a change in your love life, it could be that today will see the early signs of a new love affair, dear Jennifer. Judgement and the Devil together indicate a happy event that could affect your emotional situation. It's time to spread your wings and share a moment of paradise! Your career holds a pleasant surprise in store. An unexpected event will upset the status quo, but in the right direction. Anything that happens as a result will have a positive effect on your affairs and on the progress of your career. The association of the Moon and Judgement favors creativity and new ideas. Allow yourself to be guided by your intuition.
And his spark took life in my hand and, mmh, yes.
Shivering sweet and falling to pieces
Smothered in your scent
Crying in desperation to begin breaking up with my life
This is the morning of renounced titles and ideas
I'm glad I cant feel anything, except for you
I'm glad nothing is as beautiful as your face, cracking to pieces
The music is flooding my ears, the scenery has become dull
I don't feel real, I didn't feel alive
It felt right.
Hello Tom
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Hahahha
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I have so much patience
That I should be canonized.
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9/26/09
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful
I've had a wondeful day. Sorry I haven't been blogging the normal way (as in writing) in a while, i've been quite busy with school, photography, late night phonecalls.. Everything that makes me happy. (minus school.) I've had a lot of inspiration for photography lately, i've been moving around gracefully all day yesterday and today (dancers have it hard, my legs burn) but it feels excellent. Today I have Marilena's birthday to go to, and i'm totally excited for it- which reminds me, I need to fix up her gift! Damn I suck.
Anyways, take a look at my photography here!
9/25/09
I want your pain
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Mmm, yes.
I want to fuck you like a foreign film. No subtitles to get you through this. And I'm a country you don't want to ever ever ever ever visit again. Line up, role camera, you pretend, ill pretend, CUT CUT CUT CUT. I want to kill you like they do in the movies. Don't worry. There's another one like you in line. -- I'm sick of immortality.
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9/24/09
Hangman!
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9/23/09
Addicted to Brucie
I'm addicted to my song. Naturally, I would be, but I mean, i've been listening to it nonstop, literally. kjnsnfksj. Anyways, today was one of those days where I could have just kept writing and writing. It was perfect. I mean, I listened to this song that probably is my lifeline, so to speak, (summertime, by janis) and it brought back so many memories of grade 10. (For those who don't know what happened in my grade 10 year, know I cant remember much of it, if you know what I mean) and It just brought back the moods I went through, and how I could express so incredibly. I would write books on one topic, I had something to say for everything. It was wonderful. I felt it come back to me for a bit today, so my journal got all the abuse. (Sorry, faithful blog readers.) (and i'd like to apologize that my blog turned into a crappy quality photo blog, but sometimes its the only way I can indeed, express. I also dared my history to wear his Jallabia tomorrow during class, since its a civies. I love polonio! (Oh and I dont know whether to go casual and simple, or hardcore with the stuff I recently bought during civies. I have a shitload of outfits I like!) anyways, i'm off to get ready for my staff training and my night of work.
Music is powerful.
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9/22/09
Gods gift to women
Those insta- heat patches. Ohh, orgasmmmmm!
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Pampering!
I bought mascara, makeup, a box filled with pampering crap, lipstick and NYLON magazine. It's going to be an excellent night. Did I mention I need a better job? I really like to spend money. Uh oh. :P (Just kidding. I'll settle for tea, and YOU)
9/21/09
Daycare!
Daycare was shaweet. I love little kids! I was giving one girl a french braid and I told her that her name was pretty. She said, oh! your name is pretty too, miss jennifer! (I told her just to call me jennifer, or jenn) and she said, all names are beautiful. (names tons of names) SOOOCUTE. I WANT BABIES. I WANT TO MAKE THEM BABY GENIUSES. (I tried to teach them fractions with this pizza game. This one boy, named marco, just wanted me to pretend to eat pizza,so I did, sound effects and all. Tons of fun.) GIVE ME BABIES.
9/20/09
Pray
Maybe there is a god above, but all I've ever learned from love is how to shoot someone who out drew you. Its not a cry that you heart at night, its not someone who saw the light, its a cold and its a broken..
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I'm sorry.
I love you, I will always be here for you. I'm sorry your going to be just as screwed up as us. It's apart of the family. This is going to be the thing that changes everything about my family plans.
Making Love
Shadows all around you as you surface from the dark
Emerging from the gentle grip of night's unfolding arms
Darkness, darkness everywhere, do you feel all alone?
The subtle grace of gravity, the heavy weight of stone
You don't see what you possess, a beauty calm and slear
It floods the sky and blurs the darkness like a chandelier
All the light that you possess is skewed by lakes and seas
The shattered surface, so imperfect, is all that you believe
I will bring a mirror, so silver, so exact
So precise and so pristine, a perfect pane of glass
I will set the mirror up to face the blackened sky
So you can see your beauty every morning that you rise
Secrets don't make friends.
Never trust anybody. Nobody changes, nobody grows up. Nobody treats you better, nobody keeps you safe. Nobody holds your hand and guides you in the right path without ending it by bringing you to a cliff. I'm not being overdramatic, whatsoever. Don't act like I am. This is serious, this is horrible. You all fucking can suck my huge, bulging cock. 
You guys turned into everything you hated.
I'm heartbroken. (If it's true.)
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SEX
FELIZ NAVIDAD. I wanna wish you a Merry Christmas. With lots of presents to make you happy. I wanna wish you a Merry Christmas. From the bottom of my heart.
9/19/09
Exhausted.
I'm really sleepy as I could be, (i've been tossing and turning and waking up every hour or so all night.) and I have a ridiculously large amount of homework to do before I 'go out' tonight. Hopefully i find somebody- anybody to go out with, because, well, there's somebody I have to mutilate. (for a lack of better words.) In the meantime, I have to write three essays and research all this bullcrap. Not fun. At all. This day could either get amazing, or just continue to be horrible. 
9/18/09
'Cause I'm going to lose ya
I've been watching house religiously and I just bawled my eyes out when kutner killed himself. I get too emotional during these things. I could watch house forever.
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9/17/09
I WAS THREE FEET AWAY FROM MANSON
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SO CLOSE!
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mOBSCENE
You want commitment? Put on your best suit. get your arms around me and were going down down down down.
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Wight Spider
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Outside, for a history lecture.
'Ah, I hope it goes up somewhere else!'
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