im sinking like a stone in the sea, i'm burning like a bridge for your body.

Downtown is always amazing. Alex and I shopped for a few hours, (I got a black tube top, barely reaching my belly button, for the manson concert!) and then I bought these guages for my ears, and I ate at everest and finally satisfied my craving for chicken curry avec naan bread. So then we kept walking towards bathurst, and we ran into three of our friends from higshcool (Funniest kids EVER!) So we walked around for a good hour or so together, (through the alleyways- I COULDNT FIND THE SWING!) and I smacked all there asses to celebrate the bachelorette lifestyle. (expect one too, okay?) and then we just kept walking and walking, until my friend said he needed to go back to osgoode station. We passed by Miss Behaving or something like that, and since my friends look so damn young (one year younger then me) they asked them for ID and busted all of us, respectively. Lame. They HAD to joke and play with the nipple tassles, eh? So then they left, and Alex and I made our way to the harbourfront- and went to a psychic. As I visited the psychic, she told me there is tons and tons and tons of negativity in my live, channeled from my mother. I didn't feel myself at all today, I must say I was rather quiet and miserable. I didn't trust anybody, I didn't feel connected to anybody. It was tough thinking all those horrible thoughts for absolutely no reason. The psychic said that I am indeed a very lucky person, but I haven't gotten any luck, yet. She said I will someday get married, but i'm meant to be a very independent person. (?) She didnt mention kids, (I didn't ask) and she didn't mention my health (I didn't ask) She told me that my love live is a mess, that even if I put 100% in, I never get the result I want out of it. (Which was so damn true for me and Fau.) She also mentioned that I never felt comfortable with expressing myself around him, and because of that, he got bored and started looking at other girls. (True.) I'm definitely planning to go back there next wednesday, when I go to taking back sunday. (Yay!) On the upside, i'll be downtown trying to understand things, but unfortunately, i'm working every day next week except wednesday and sunday. Shiteous, eh? Its only at night for a few hours though, so hopefully I can tan in the meantime. I need some colour, no? Hopefully this dark cloud lurking over me will go away. I've been listening to brand new for the past few hours, and honestly, brand new = bad mood. Shit. I can't wait until 1am.

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