10/31/09
Fire at bayview and lawrence
Shitballs
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Fire at bathurst and dupont
For the record.
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Commercials make me cry.
There's a reason I only watch house. Any commercial that says "making a difference" or "giving beautiful women confidence" or "a miracle" makes me tear up. Fuckers. I'm a huge huge huge sap. God, I need to go out.
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Best friends means friends forever
Its interesting what I defined as friends, last halloween.
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What's the principal doing with her?!
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I woke up- STARVING.
Don't waste your time on me, your already the voice inside my head.
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I see you lying next to me, with words I thought I'd never speak, awake and unafraid.
I miss you, so much. Your voice means the world to me- along with other things.
Ps. I found a cane at caesars, when I was cleaning up the party. Thanks for popping up and making me giggle.
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The barbers unhappiness
Do me a favour would you please? Hang up the receiver on me, before I, before I talk my vocabulary dry.
Cold colas to co-exist, hold sodas in both her fists, I'd hope for a different you. There's comfort in the clever of cafe, solace from the abyss of things, I hoped for a different you. Still, I trace your gaze, but that's stalker praise, and I lack the turn of phrase.
Do me a favour, would you my doe? Don't come over later, don't stay two days in a row, my precalculated charm will soon run low.
Cold colas to co-exist, hold sodas in both her fists, I'd hope for a different you. There's comfort in the clever of cafes, solace from the abyss of things, I hoped for a different you, still I trace your gaze, but that's stalker praise, and I lack the turn the phrase.
My hell, this is.
I haven't yet, I haven't yet, aaaah, I haven't yet.
Cold colas to co-exist, hold sodas in both her fists, I'd hope for a different you. There's comfort in the clever of cafe, solace from the abyss of things, I hoped for a different you, still I trace your gaze, but that's stalker praise, and I lack the turn the phrase.
Do me a favour, be rational, save me the labour of a breakup call, when the phone don't ring, dismiss me to the hearse.
(Best song)
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Has she been feigning sleeping?
Digits dial digits, dial tone, monotone, has she been feigning sleeping, framing sheep all alone?
Gates are calling airplanes, clocks are divorcing ticks. Before I left, I thought I'd see you, didn't show, you didn't show, didn't message, didn't call, didn't know, don't you know I'm a liar too? That's why I think I understand you.
I can hear you now, with my ear pressed to the paint. Your playing that cassette tape you made for me to take to iowa. Now I'm back up in that moment, playing it on a yard sale casio.
Does he sing to you as the world, much better, as the world would say? I hear him laughing, but I prefer to this to the silence. When your lips are sealed against is, and he fills your thighs with kisses, and for instance, he's clawing your fat and pushing breaths into the mattress.
Youl love a good many men, mhm, and loving me won't stop any of them. Like adam, we are flawed, in the image of oz, like our fathers, who never bothered consider they were not the only ones. Faith- ooh, faith is the way to believe the lies that we need, ooh. Then to be faithful is to be truthless, but that's more then I need to say, so just don't run off and get married and ill surely be okay. Cause I love you. Youl love a good many moons. I gotta go now, pack my suitcase, glad your okay, and I love you, happy birthday, see you in sixteen days.
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10/30/09
The Monster Bash
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Your eyelids keep secrets
My soft and deep, while you sleep, no no, secrets.
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I was a duke last halloween, this year I'm going to be james dean. I wish I knew who we are in between.
We could live like jack and sally if you want.
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Whenever you read this
Ill never be too far, you have all the time in the world to come back home to me. Ill be waiting, my arms will be open, come home to me.
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10/29/09
In the hot tub
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You must respect mah authoritaiii!
(Nah, I had caffeine, I'm good)
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Worry is wasteful
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I was wrong, I always was wrong.
They are not yours, they are my own.
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How this be so miserable?
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If you believe in me, how can I be dissolving? If you believe me, ill tell you everything.
Walked away, heard them say, 'poisoned hearts will never change',-- walk away, again.
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How in the world
Is a picture supposed to make me feel better about my life path choice? Is it supposed to make my decision easier?
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Please dont worry, it only hurts when I breathe.
What if I dont want lies, or pain? What if im tired of dealing with this everyday? What are my options, independance, insanity? I miss the good days where the fun in life was in wasting away. The problem is, is that before I never knew how close I was to the edge. This time im a little more aware. I know when my physical self is being limited, and I know I’ve taken a toll on myself when Im feeling dizzy in photography class. I know I need to relax, but I feel that if I stop for a second, I wont get any payment for my efforts. Good things, yes, come to those who wait. Good things also come to those who work for it. Perhaps im just trying to stengthen myself by killing myself slowly, the perfect suicide. Halloween gets me like this, halloween, halloween, this day, anything goes. I want to get away. I can tell, and I have noticed that there is an alternative to this sad, sorry school that leaves me depressed beyond all belief. Im numb, I’m grey here. I just feel like digging, digging through the past and picking the best pieces and shrouding them together. Yes, the fashion, the costume, the masks. Maybe yes, I am just tired, or maybe perhaps i'm just craving the blood I need. I still can remember all those grey, lonely days. I can remember the other ones too- the ones where I was starving, but strong. Find me again. Hypnotise me.
"I Love you" means doing the right thing, no matter of the consequence.
i remember when my dreams were dying, and i damned the sun, i damned the sun to pieces, i carved hateful thoughts into my chest, then you took my hand and nothing has ever felt the same, and nothing, has ever, nothing has ever felt the same.
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I’d redecorate the walls
With your inner thoughts,
But I’m afraid it’s the wrong shade of red.
But I have these sadistic urges
And I don’t want to take it out on you.
I’m tying you up,
Using the nicest lace,
Trying to kill you softly.
Right now you’re the only one who
Understands my plight.
Right now you’re the only reason
I can’t sleep through the night.
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Today, today is all about the perfect halloween romance. Its all about the jack and sally, its all about dracula and his lover. Its about the bonnie and clyde, and all the anger and lust in between. After all this, i'll never be the same.
LOL
Kids were competing for a game and one wanted to go first:
Polonio: don't worry dude, just rub your penis while he does it!
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You must respect my authoritaaai!
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10/28/09
Hitler is a vegetarian
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Horror books!
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Best quote.
Its a basic truth of the human condition that everybody lies. The only variable is about what. The great thing about telling someone they're dying is that it tends to focus their priorities. You find out what matters to them. What they're willing to die for, what they're willing to lie for.
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Ziggy is too hard :(
Ill just be a punk!
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Tinted pink vans!
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How Love works:
Lust
Infatuation
Attachment
(Attachment is the most important)
Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse:
Criticism
Contempt
Defensiveness
Withdraw
(Signs of Divorce)
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Gaze into his killing jar, I'd sometimes stay for hours. He even poked some holes so I could breathe.
For the last night I lie, could I lie with you?
(Its just the hardest part of living)
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10/27/09
Plain White T's
I'm ready to give you the feeling that youv been dying for.
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When I say "No"
You can kill me anytime you want to, you can take whatever you can possibly want from me. I told you, in the letters, that I am yours. Steal me now, what are you waiting for?
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Until I see you again, Until I finally look at you horizontally, for days, this is the song thats etched into me.
Everything is still so strange
that it's damaging my brain
all the things that I can see
are not how they are supposed to be
an I still want to believe
that misery and agony and suffering
will someday deliver me
into a world where you belong to me
Sighting
On a track listing for a video, 'this modern love' by bloc party came up for a class presentation. I love seeing you pop up.
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10/26/09
My moms latest text message:
"Jen ke catso"
(If your ACTUALLY italian, not just a percentage, you might understand it! Eh?)
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I'm really
Starting to hate work. (Naturally)
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I FOUND IT!
THIS IS MY DRESS!
http://www.newyorkdress.com/Alyce_Designs/6410.html?src=related-items
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ITS IN FUCKING MANHATTAN THOUGH!
Omgz!
Polonio just said, 'this is true.'
YAY!
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This is the first day of my life
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Deleriousness
Shampene, proposing a supervisor meeting
Yes.
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10/25/09
I'm craving blood again.
Welcome back.
Your next birthday gift might kill you.
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I still can't get over how much of a gentleman you are.
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10/24/09
My God.
I still smell you, I still feel your hands on my face, and I still can see you staring back at me. (IT ENDED TOO SOON. NO FAIR)
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I miss you already.
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10/23/09
Fucksakes! The day needs to end.
(24 hours)
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Omg
Fire works by the plain white ts is the best song to jump around to. <3
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Fashion Trends Prediction:
Suede! Specifically jackets and shoes, with tights. I'm thinking burgandy, navy, plum and mauve! I called it!
And there she waaas, in platform double suede.
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10/22/09
Most Underrated Albums (in the 2000's) (shutup)
Jlo- rebirth
Pink - missunderstood!
Destinys Child- survivor
Nsync - no strings attatched
Ashanti - concrete rose
LOVE it!
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Badass!
He reminds me of hyde from that 70s show.
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Jeez
This nsync album is going to make me cry
'When visions around you bring tears to your eyes, when all that surrounds you are secrets and lies, ill be your strength, ill give you hope, keeping your faith when its gone.
And I will take you in my arms, and hold you right where you belong. Till the day my life is through, this I promise youuuu.
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Because
I love old cds.. I found everything in my grandmothers basement. I never realized how I missed out on these cds. Shyat.
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Family
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Shopping on Saturday
In the afternoon :D
Before I kick someones ass!
:}
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Work
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