Attractive Today

I am wrecked, I am overblown. I am alos fed up with the common cold. But I'd just hate to say goodbye to all the metaphors and lies that have taken me years to come up with.
Say its true, say you like me. (I like you)
As I gently sip this drink, and think about my lack of future,and all the places I can learn to fall in love.
I just want to feel alive for the first time in my life, I just want to feel attractive today.

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I believe in medication, and I believe in therapy, and I believe in crystal light, cause I believe in me, fuck yeah! I barely have the motivation. They say I suffer from a lack of seratonin synapses. They happen too infrequently to be functioning properly. I took the pills, I took the advice, the panic stopped, but still I'm not right. Racing thoughts and wasted time, its the same old storyline, this is my nursery rhyme.
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