I think i'm in love with grungy, scary dark things. The more bizzare or miserable, the more i'm attracted to it- mostly in a fashion sence. I didn't blog much today, i'm not in the mood.

i just feel like getting out of this house
i just want to wander around like i did on friday
i dont know how im going to last another semester
i have shitty classes, shitty teachers and its going to be nice out soon
i wouldnt be surprised if i actually end up moving out earlier
figuring me right?
i already miss polonio
and i'm sick of working, and doing shit i absolutely hate
i mean, it's not that bad being at caesars or at the pool
but it's not good
there's no progressions being made, i'm not achieving anything, im simply existing
and its fustrating
i figured that after 17 years of doing this, another six months wouldnt kill me
but i figure its going to get much worse before it gets better
and that applies to my desire for you also
six months so far, whats another few weeks?
ITS MURDER I TELL YOU
MURDER
MEURRE -
DEURRE
damn, thats a good name for a band, MEURRE-DEURRE

COPYRIGHT


anyways
opening a haunted house is quite the good idea
i can photograph people's reactions and get them to pay for prints
a ridiculous amounts for 4'6 prints
i'm thinking, 6.66$
oh, see what i did there?

i think working at a coffee shop would be hot
miserable, but hot
maybe a waitress
at least i get tips
like, not a few dollars, i mean real tips
hm
the keg?
i got experience
three years worth at caesars

im ranting a lot tonight

I AM YOUR SLICE OF LIFE
LALALA

i almost got "Sweet dreams" by manson downpacked
but its so out of tune
3353..3363 ...lallala

EADGBE
Every Acid Dealer Gets Busted Eventually

i really need to get out more, the internet is melting my brain

these are hot by the way
kinda like you, when your not wearing your shirt
and you give me that look like you wanna..



goodbye, cruel cruel world
(don't get soft without me)