And you could cry all you want to, I don't care how much

Today was quite challenging. My ex came by and cried his heart out, tried to kiss me, tried to hold me down to talk to him, and it took a huge huge huge inspiration to help me get through today. My friends called me out to the movies tonight, but told me Fau was going to be there. How do they expect me to go at this point? Are they fucked? Now that I think of it, all of my friends became his friends, too, so i'm really screwed. Either I have to stay around with him when im out with friends (doubtful) or I'll be a loner. WOOT. Whatever, I could give a shit less anymore. Last nights conversation definitely got to me, and I don't really have any concern for anybody else but one particular being right now. I'm going to go watch house and enjoy my mood, which is a mix of anger, excitement and being incredibly anxious.

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